An attempt to live without doing sin!

This great land formerly filled by great personalities but currently dominated by ones who does all sins&evils. Ofcourse, definition for sins may depends upon persons.Here, sins takes traditional assumption. There were days, when persons takes alchohols where known as sin-doers. But now, one who avoids alchohol are treated as if they are not elgible to live in this earth. Drinking or not drinking is depends upon one's own interest. But, What I made me shocked was, even government instead of stopping this,became more commercial thereby running wineshops within every few meters reach. Really get ashamed of these poorbeggars, when they claim themselves saying that they are generating huge revenue out of this.What's more interesting is the caption written in advertisement hoardings "Drinking is harmful to health,family & nation". Solution to AIDS is still more erratic, instead of preventing the rootcause the advice is to use "pre-cautious" measure. As a result, a survey conducted by one university students to the lovers about "Are you guys support pre-marital sex?". 60% of them replied "Yes"!!!... Where we are going?. Culturally are we heading towards a boom or pain?.

Wherever I go, very few things stops me from reminding sins. I just got a feeling that manything turns it's face towards western culture. Even those people got tired of that culture. Do we really need it?. Slowly we are loosing our originality.

Putting all those things aside. How I am going to react to this environment. I started adjudicating myself. To lead a decent life is purely depends on me. I am not ready to blaim either the soceity or other external factors. For me, heart becomes a devil's workshop. Many times I thought of living a peaceful life without doing any sins, but i am unable to do so.

I felt, there's always a pleasure in living life with boundaries than without any. I chose to lead a former one, I am in a situation to face challenges with my soul. Also I can witness lot of conflicts between mind and the soul. Mind always entice me to lead in a way it feels comfortable. I know, it will be wrong in most circumstances. But still I keep asking advice from mind rather from soul. Do I really needs to exists with this struggle ? is a question often nudging me.

I will be in peaceful state, if I manage to live without doing any evils, which I had went near in the past. But I had lost that kinda peace at this moment. Setting target was very easy but to reach that it involves real hard work.I am hardly working on that to bring back.
If god willing, Soon I will attain and atleast live a day wihtout doing a sin.
It's not a end, it's a beginning....!